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It's My Life.
It's time to change, and live for myself.
Created on 2009-03-17 14:36:36 (#19119183), last updated 2009-12-26
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| Name: | Jay |
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This journal contains exactly what I am thinking and feeling at any given time - don't judge me for it.
It's friends only, so comment if you want to be added.. though if you're creepy, you can go creep somewhere else - you'll get denied!!
I am really into gaming, art and music. These are my 3 passions in life.
I want to get into the game industry, and I will do whatever it takes.
There have been big changes in my life recently, but they won't hold me down.
I know what I need to do, and I know where I need to get to.
I have never been more motivated in my whole life then I am right now..

My current obsessions are: Left4Dead, Linkin Park and Mike Shinoda.
<3 LINKIN PARK 5 times baby :D
- Reading Festival, August 23rd 2003
- Download Festival, June 9th, 2004
- London Astoria Secret Gig, May 3rd, 2007
- Download Festival, June 11th, 2007
- London 02 Arena, January 28th, 2008
Sometimes I look at my own face and I don't know who I am
I see a piece of everyone I know buried underneath my skin
I don't want to be like them, I want to crawl back in.
It's hard to think of anything that I haven't heard before
I hear these voices in my head
they could be mine but I'm not sure.
I hear them telling me who they think I should be, why won't they leave me alone?
I can't deny it, I try to fight it but I'm loosing control
I don't want to be like them
I want to crawl back in.
Don't want to loose my innocence
Don't want the world second-guessing my heart
Won't let your lies take a piece of my soul
Don't want to take your medicine
I want to crawl back in
Sometimes I lie
Sometimes I cry
Sometimes I feel like I want to die.
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